What is so wrong with me that I can't have a 'normal' relationship/ family/life?????????
I'm not a self confident person at all but if I was to be honest, I know that I'm an intellegent person... fully educated in college, University degree, well read etc.... Looks wise, again this is where I'm most self concious but there's only one person that people have said I look like if anyone and that Mariah Carey... she's my idol so I don't necessaily agree but I guess when enough people say something you kind of start thinking there must be some truth in it.
So WHY????!!!
If I'm intellegent and good looking then why can't I have the 'normal', safe and secure lifestyle that I crave and wish everyday for....
♡ ♡ A mutally loving relationship where neither of us need, want or think of straying♡ ♡
♡ ♡ A little 2 up 2 down house with a drive, garage and little garden (for the kids) ♡ ♡
♡ ♡ Children- One, two, three kids.. girls/boys... I don't mind ♡ ♡
♡ ♡ A normal job, like I had in the City, both earning... or if I'm not well then just him ♡ ♡
♡ ♡ Not rich, just enough money to pay the bills, survive, and maybe a yearly holiday ♡ ♡
♡ ♡ An open house, anyone is welcome - come in for a drink, dinner, a chat, advise, whatever ♡ ♡
♡ ♡ LOVE- UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR MY HUSBAND, MY KIDS, MY LIFE ♡ ♡
IS THAT UNREASONABLE??????!!!!!!!
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